this wretched
heart, Is more than I
can take. Proud, selfish, envious,
Lustful, conniving, dishonest, angry
Judgmental, mocking, Self-righteous,
veiled in nicety. Too much! Too much!
Whose heart is this? The sinner's, surely. FOOL! 
Simpleton! What does he know? Can
one heart hold this much ugliness? The
BEAST is not worth. But alas! the beast is I!
That heart, if it be called so, Double-minded
on the wave. I refuse to call mine
But is mine, indeed. Shame!
Guilty as charged! What
right have I to stand
before God? This
wretched 
heart. This
wretched
me.